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Sometimes I get a little lost in the shuffle of life. So many things need to be done. I look around and I forget to see what is right in front of me. In the middle of a pandemic, I find myself forgetting to enjoy little things.

For example. I didn't notice the little thoughtful things my own sister has done for me. I don't see the obvious sometimes. Things that are directly in front of me. I have been blessed with an amazing sister. She drives me bonkers. Then again what family doesn't experience the phenomena called "family" dynamics.

I'm a middle child. My sister Julie is the oldest. I think the reason why I get along with AF so well is that he is also the oldest in his family. I understand the oldest. I defer to my sister and I am a wonderful peacemaker. I hate to fight. It bothers me.

AF is also very much a peace-loving soul. He isn't a real bulldozer. He can however get his point across when he is in a zone to speak his mind. I happen to love that about him. He knows how to speak in a way that is always kind.

Getting to the gist of why I wrote this.

I know I don't pray as much as I should. Most often my prayers are sent on a wing to heavens window. I would send it to the door. However, with my luck it would sit there for a week. So I figured I would send it through the window. On the wing of a dove. I often heard Doves are God's favorite birds. So up and away my prayers go.

AF has truly been the answer to a prayer I made many years ago. I had no idea God would answer it. I had no idea he remembered when I had long forgotten. Sometimes prayer is answered not in the timely manner we demand or ask. I have to say. I am eternally thankful to God for opening my eyes to this answered prayer I made many years ago.

So sometimes when all you have is on a wing and a prayer. Sometimes, Just sometimes, that prayer returns and is answered in a most divine and magical way. I just wanted to point out AF is that answer for me.

-stay tuned-

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I guess its time address some of the topics of true interest in the dating world of 2020. I guess because many people don't date anymore its become a sense of an old world tradition. One I happen to miss. I think because I am a modern yet traditional woman I walk in two worlds.

I am a firm believer in spoiling someone you love. Dating to. It doesn't cost much to touch someone's heart should you truly choose to do so. Take time to learn them. To know their mind as well as their faults, their flaws.

Its important to also keep in mind, "You don't have to be perfect to be loved".

I must admit, shock of all shocks., AF ? isn't perfect. The best part about him? is he never tried to be the "Perfect" man. He just happens to be the perfect man, for ME. Me. Faults and flaws and fears. He has the patience of Job in regards to me. Oh I'm sure I have on occasion irritated him.

Being in a long distance relationship isn't easy. He and I can't "date" like normal people. So he and I make "Skype" dates. And Movie Mondays our dates. We talk for hours on the phone and even in music chat. We place video calls to each other. We make the best of a hard situation. Being separated isn't easy, on either of us.

This pandemic has truly thrown a monkey wrench into the "Dating game". He and I have no choice but to be patient when truthfully? I want to run into his arms and never let go. I miss him. I miss holding his hand. Its the little things like that, that make it a big deal.

Being unable to "reach" him. Comfort him when he feels very alone? is difficult to describe. I am unable to just hold his hand right now. I am unable to hug him. Little things, that make a big difference in our lives.

Human contact is sooo vital to life, especially during a time we are told to stay distant. So I find ways to "touch" AF. I send him funny gifts. I even sing along to music to him on Skype. I try to always keep in mind he needs lots of hugs and touches. I always keep in my mind, to smile. No matter what is going on behind the scenes. I try to be sensitive to his needs.

Long Distance dating is hard. No getting around that. I sure hope this Pandemic is over soon. I really do. I miss AF. I do. Its not easy being apart from him.

Well, I'll write more tomorrow.

-Stay Tuned-

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Tonight, I discovered a shining star hidden in the invisible pages of life. Oh that tiny little light, so often hidden within the glare of city lights, I happened to watch it peek out. Its not often I get to witness a true miracle.

That little light. Had no idea it broke though so many layers of darkness. Just like when the sun begins to rise over the horizon. Its stunning and its takes your breath away by its glorious natural wonder as it breaks through every barrier of darkness.

That seemingly invisible light had something very wise to say. "Love is very valuable to people that barely had love". I was floored by that incredible bright light spoken in a tiny written whisper, landing its way into the echos of my mind while finding a resting place in my heart.

Sometimes a whisper of light, is able to break every barrier of dark shadows and can penetrate the deepest layer of frozen ice.



To be -Cont-

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